É engrassado como podem sentir pena dagente sendo que nem sabe o que esta acontecendo na minha vida.

É muito triste ver como é mais facil jogar na privada um amor ao invez de tentar fazer do desastre uma nova historia.

Eu sempre esperei mais do que posso ter, mas vc realmente nao quiz dar nada além do que sempre deu. O minimo!

The Cranberries - I Can't Be With YouLying in my bed again
And I cry cuz you're not here
Crying in my head again
And I know that it's not clear
Put your hands, put your hands
Inside my face and see that it's just you
But it's bad and it's mad
and it's making me sad
Because I can't be with you
Be with you
Be with you
Baby I can't be with you
Thinking back on how things were
And how we loved so well
I wanted to be the mother
of your child
And now it's just farewell
Put your hands in my hand
And come with me
We'll find another end
And my head, and my head
On anyone's shoulder
Cause I can't be with you
Be with you
Be with you
Baby I can't be with you
Cause you're not here, you're not here
Baby I can't be with you
Cause you're not here, you're not here
And baby I'm still in love with you

The Cranberries - I Can't Be With YouLying in my bed again
And I cry cuz you're not here
Crying in my head again
And I know that it's not clear
Put your hands, put your hands
Inside my face and see that it's just you
But it's bad and it's mad
and it's making me sad
Because I can't be with you
Be with you
Be with you
Baby I can't be with you
Thinking back on how things were
And how we loved so well
I wanted to be the mother
of your child
And now it's just farewell
Put your hands in my hand
And come with me
We'll find another end
And my head, and my head
On anyone's shoulder
Cause I can't be with you
Be with you
Be with you
Baby I can't be with you
Cause you're not here, you're not here
Baby I can't be with you
Cause you're not here, you're not here
And baby I'm still in love with you

The Cranberries - I Can't Be With YouLying in my bed again
And I cry cuz you're not here
Crying in my head again
And I know that it's not clear
Put your hands, put your hands
Inside my face and see that it's just you
But it's bad and it's mad
and it's making me sad
Because I can't be with you
Be with you
Be with you
Baby I can't be with you
Thinking back on how things were
And how we loved so well
I wanted to be the mother
of your child
And now it's just farewell
Put your hands in my hand
And come with me
We'll find another end
And my head, and my head
On anyone's shoulder
Cause I can't be with you
Be with you
Be with you
Baby I can't be with you
Cause you're not here, you're not here
Baby I can't be with you
Cause you're not here, you're not here
And baby I'm still in love with you

É muito legal ver como existem atitudes ruins ou boas e atitudes malvadas.
Quando agente toma uma ou outra tem um motivo para tal, e normalmente somos motivados a isso por estarmos muito triste, magoados ou nervosos.
Mas quando queremos machucar alguem ai que o negocio complica, é muito facil lidar com uma situação ruim quando agente tem um botão de foda-se muito forte, ou quando temos muitos amigos que estao do seu lado pra te apoiar na atitude malvada.

Agora eu fico pensando, cade todas as juras? Nao as de amor, mas as de amizade? É tão dificil assim sentir magoa mas tentar transformar isso em uma coisa boa? Temos sempre que ferir ao maximo a pessoa por quem ficamos magoados?

Que saco, to muito triste.

Muita magoa e tristeza trazem muito sofrimento e dor,
eu prefiro espantar a tristeza e engolir a magoa
desta forma abro minha mente ainda entorpecida
aos poucos ela vai voltando a pessoa que eu sempre fui
e por quem todo mundo se apaixona.

Eu sou uma pessoa que gosta de ser feliz,
luto, brigo, faço o que precisar
Mas vou manter minha felicidade agora.

O que acontece quando vc ama alguem?
Não é só a parte do deitar abraçadinho e falar coisas romanticas. Existem tambem a parte ruim e esta é onde a maioria dos namoros acaba.
Toda vez que um amor novo nasce, meu coração acende. E quando este amor se desfia eu choro.
Mas desta vez nao chorei, esta doendo muito pra isso.

Ja disseram que o choro é a expressao da alma, eu acho que nao tenho mais isso. Me foi levado, esvaziado, talvez até exilado pelo meu lado amargurado.

Queria muito que ela soubesse quantas e quantas vezes eu só queria um beijo e carinho ao invez de maratonas de discuções interminaveis e sem sentido, mas esse é um tipo de gesto que a probabilidade de acontecer partindo dela é minima.

Um lado negro teme em surgir dentro de mim, este que foitao bem enterrado. Sinto uma urgencia de explosao, como se as paredes ao meu redor quizessem ser rompidas, expelidas, abstraidas.
Não está facil lidar com o que ja foi adormecido e está sendo cutucado, espetado e dilacerado da forma mais envenenada que um ser autodestrutivo poderia ser. Não queria voltar a sentir o seu odio, seu desprezo e sua raiva. Mas estou sendo tracionado para seu centro e sinto sua necessidade de acordar. A eminencia do meu caos está esmurrando a porta.

For how long the wall will live?

so many thign together
so many times i said o love you
for so long i thought that u were the one
how many times it hurts

i can feelit under my skin
the pain thru my vies
my bleeding heart faiting
i seams to cry and nobody to listen

i cant stand this pain
is not like the others
this realy hurt deep inside

dont know what to do
i've never felt this way
what am i fuking looking for....

Não sei quem sou,
Não sei por onde vou.
Talvez saiba onde chegar,
Talvez queira ir la.
Com certeza estou aqui
só me falta você.

Artist: Chumbawamba Lyrics
Song: Mary Mary (stigmatic mix) Lyrics

...hail mary, full of grace, the lord is with thee
blessed art thou amongst women
and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, jesus
holy mary, mother of god, pray for our sinners
now and at the hour of our death, amen...
(repeat 3X)

no virgin me, for i have sinned
i sold my soul for sex and gin
go call a priest, all meek and mild
and tell him, "mary is no more a child!"
it's raining stones, it's raining bile
from the luxury of your denial
so i don't deny, i don't make do
i'll press alarms, place bets on truth...!

i'm so up and down...
and i love whats not allowed...
i was lost, now i see...
and now i'm growing old disgracefully...
whatever happened to mary...?
whatever happened to mary...?
whatever happened to mary...?
whatever happened to mary...?
whatever happened to...?

...hail mary, full of grace, the lord is with thee
blessed art thou amongst women
and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, jesus
holy mary, mother of god, pray for our sinners
now and at the hour of our death, amen...

i'll spit on floors, and do more drugs
burn every bill, get drunk on love
wear next to nothing in the pouring rain
be a bad example and do it all again
i'll be uncareful, i'll cause such scenes
and I'll never talk of used-to-be's
tattoo my face, i won't go gray
be a dancing queen, i'm growing old disgracefully...!

i'm so up and down...
and i love whats not allowed...
i was lost, now i see...
and now i'm growing old disgracefully...
whatever happened to mary...?
whatever happened to mary...?
whatever happened to mary...?
whatever happened to mary...?
whatever happened to mary...?
whatever happened to mary...?
whatever happened to mary...?
whatever happened to mary...?
whatever happened to...?

mary... mary... mary, quite contrary...
mary... mary... mary, quite contrary...
mary... mary... mary, quite contrary...
mary... mary... mary, quite contrary...

...nema, htaed ruo fo ruoh eht ta dna won
srennis su rof yarp, dog fo rehtom, yram yloh.
susej, bmow yht fo tiurf eht si desselb dna
nemow tsgnoma uoht tra desselb
eeht htiw si drol eht, ecarg fo lluf, yram liah...